not will smith

2008 Year in Review

I’m very happy that 2008 is coming to an end tonight. Really, one of the worst years on record when you consider it. Beyond the state of the economy, war, politics et al, it was a pretty lousy year for me personally and professionally.

First, my grandfather passed away. It wasn’t totally unexpected, because he had suffered numerous strokes, was diagnosed with cancer and generally didn’t take care of himself. At the same time, it was a shock because the man was tough as nails. I didn’t have much of a relationship with him over the past 10 years or so (much like I haven’t with my mother and father), and when given the chance to say that he loved me (after prodding by my mother) he still wouldn’t say it. As saddened as I was by this, I still didn’t really cry - which is weird because I have been known to even cry at movies (and not even sad movies - sports ones tear me up!)

Second, I’d have to place my layoff from HTI on the list, although it happened before my grandfather passed. I had worked there for 7 years and just came in one day and was told my position was eliminated. I guess it is better it happened then (about 8 months ago) when there were fewer people getting let go. I got a severance and a bonus, and ultimately used that to pay off my new laptop. The money also sustained me for the month or so it took me to find another job. I’m super happy I am not there, as most of my friends (and people I felt were actually working hard / doing a good job) have left or been laid off themselves, but it was depressing because I felt I could have been part of the solution, not the problem.

Third, and loosely related to the second, is that we were unable to sell our house and move to Seattle. After being let go from HTI, my wife and I put the house up on the market. I was already looking for a job in the Pac NW before being laid off, but not having employment hastened our need to get out of Phoenix. This was a very stressful time in my life because 1) selling a house sucks and 2) we had all sorts of drama with our agent. It all got worked out, and I found a job here in town that ultimately made the decision to stay in Phoenix easier. Still, I really want to move to Seattle and now that the economy is horrid, it will probably be even harder. One day.. one day.

Fourth and very recent, my father in-law had a heart attack - on Christmas day. We’re still learning about all the damage that was done to his heart, but he had three stints installed to unblock arteries. This has obviously generated a lot of concern, travel plans and unease. It also has generated a sense of urgency to start exercising and eating better, which I guess could be looked at as a good thing.

2008, while horrible, wasn’t all bad though.

We elected Barack Obama, someone I personally believe could be the best President of my lifetime if he is able to deliver on his promises. I have no reason to think he won’t, but you never know.

I got a new job at a place where I am challenged. For seven years I worked at a place that was very dysfunctional and never changed. I know I am slamming it a lot so maybe I am just still bitter. But my new job is just more “my speed” and presents different challenges every day that keep me on my toes and keep me interested.

I’ve made great strides to deal with anxiety in my life, especially in social situations.

Life at home is good and we all are very happy and healthy. In fact, I hardly got sick at all this year which was really nice, although i seem to be starting 2009 with a cold.

I look forward to the new year and to maintaining my blog here on a more frequent basis. One of my resoutions is to blog at least once a day for the entire year.